Definition 034 | Don't Get Around Much, Anymore

Definition 034 | Don't Get Around Much, Anymore

Like most of us, I’m finding this year hard.

I’m well aware that it could be worse, of course—Sydney (and New South Wales, and Australia) are comparatively speaking doing extremely well, with new cases under 20 per day for months now; meanwhile, to our south, Melbourne is in their second lockdown after case numbers went over 500/day for weeks on end.

But still, between my father’s passing earlier in the year, and the fact that the entire industry I’ve spent my career in is closed indefinitely, it’s hard to know what my purpose is at the moment. Mostly I try to stay safe, which means rarely leaving the house aside from walks in a nearby park or grocery shopping; so I see the same few blocks, and not much else…

DEFINITION 32 | THE PAGE THAT STAYED BLANK

BY BERT STEPHANI

Yesterday was my deadline for a new KAGE story. Yesterday was also World Photography Day. In the two weeks leading up to yesterday I was aware of both facts and determined to shoot a great story. So I took a blank (virtual) page and grabbed a(n Apple) pencil and ... nothing happened.

Usually the hard part of starting a new story is just to write those first few keywords down. But once that’s done, the rest flows into a finished story pretty easily. It still can be hard work, but it isn’t difficult, not really. It’s just a matter of forcing myself to get going and then do the work.

But this time, the story just wouldn’t come and believe me, I tried. I had some ideas, but they all seemed artificial and forced. So I just kept a camera close and shot whatever caught my eye.

For a moment I thought about investigating which story was hidden in the random images:

The dark tones reflect the cloud that hangs above us in these trying times. The obscured self portraits are a sign of insecurity and the clouds symbolise the fear of change. However I clearly look for light, light at the end of the tunnel. Not everything is lost, after all, the compositions express a desire for order and new structure ...

Bullshit of course. These are just images ... or is there more?

Definition 030 | Addiction

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Images and words by Jonas Rask

In exploring what define me I cannot escape the obvious. I am a complete addict of photography. Not just digital photography, but to an even bigger extent; analog photography.
If some of you out there know me, or have been following my various online outings over the past 8 years, you will surely know that I live and breathe photography.

It has become an integral part of me, and I am so fortunate as to not be financially dependant on doing photography. I’m known in the photography circles as a hobbyist. An amateur.

The fact that I’m an amateur has a huge effect on the way I see and practice my photography. I take pictures for me. For fun. For relaxation. For commitment. For learning. For exploring. For documentation. For the stories.

I started out shooting digital, but after 6 years, my curiosity made me look at the old analog process. As a natural part of my evolution as a photographer it was a step forward while looking backwards. It was something new to learn, and to explore.

A new fix if you will.

It’s no secret that I own many cameras. I think the total has surpassed 40 or 50 by now. And oddly enough, the majority are analogue cameras. They’re pieces that I’ve collected slowly but surely. Rolleiflex 2.8E, Leica M6, Pentax 67, Bronica RF645, Contax G1&G2, Hasselblad 500C, Fujifilm TX1… the list goes on. They’re precious items. They’re the cream of the crop. I wouldn’t have it any other way. It’s part of the analog fix for me. And part of my love for aesthetics.

But don’t be fooled. They’re not just for show and shelf life, because of the rule.

One rule that ensures constant usage of my cameras no matter the season. The rule states that if a camera doesn’t see usage within a 6 month period it needs to go on to a shooter that will appreciate it more than me. My house is not a camera museum, nor will it ever be.
All these old tools work in different ways, and they all challenge my creativity in an equally differentiated manner.

So will I show you my camera collection now? No. I’d much rather give an example of the essence of photography for me at this point in my life. An expression of the rush that my addiction and continuous photography-fixes give me.

The pictures in this story are all shot on a Saturday morning in late June 2020. As usual I had an idea, and I asked my sweet daughter Nanna if she wanted to spend some time shooting. This has become out thing. We have an amazing time while doing these pictures, and we always have tons of laughs.

I had an old AGFAPAN APX25 B&W film in the fridge. I had found it in a box many years ago. I had no clue how It’d been stored, nor how old it was. I looked up the film stock and saw that it was in production from late 1980’s until 2000-something.

The rule is to overexpose these old films by 1 extra stop per decade expired. I figured I’d play it semi-safe and gave it 3 extra stops. That means shooting it at ISO3. Yes, ISO THREE.
I measured the light needed, put an old National flash on my Hasselblad 500C with the 80mm f/2.8 and used that to trigger my modern Good AD200. Shot as a single light.

After the shoot Nanna actually developed the film herself in Rodinal chemistry.

The result is full of flaws, old disintegrated film traits as well as permanent letter markings from the film paper.

But I absolutely love them! Because of the process of getting there. Because of the technical learning involved. Because of the risk-taking. Because of the fun we had while doing them. But most importantly for the precious moment captured in such a unique manner. I will probably never forget this Saturday in June where we shot this roll.

That is the reason for my addiction.

And here are some behind the scenes shots of Nannas developing session. Shot on the Fujifilm X100V

Definition 028 | Sous les sabots...

By Vincent Baldensperger

Frontière entre reportage et documentaire. Sous le soleil de Gaillac en Occitanie, j’ai découvert la passion de Grégoire, travailler son petit vignoble à la fraiche avec l’aide de sa jument. Rituel immuable, prendre soin de l’équidé et le préparer pour quelques heures de travaux entre les vignes. Entre ces deux-là c’est l’entente parfaite, Grégoire guide l’animal à la voix, sans jamais hausser le ton, toujours avec calme et délicatesse. Deux petites parcelles à entretenir au milieu des valons tarnais pour trois quilles pleines de vie.
Une fois de plus j’ai savouré cette découverte, une fois encore j’ai pensé à mon “métier” qui n’en est pas un. A tous les bonheurs qui se présentent lorsque sur le terrain, je pousse la porte et plonge dans un nouvel univers…

Definition 026 | Screed

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By Patrick La Roque

welcome to the holding pattern
shadow play
of limbs flailing
in endless twists

hour upon hour,
day upon day.

i can’t define who i am anymore
i can’t define the world
i can’t define the news
i can’t decipher monday from sunday from friday from easter or winter or fall.

welcome to the holding cell
where crowds gather when i dream
and i cower in fear.
funhouse baroque theaters
packed
got a show to do
got no script
got no words.

welcome to static
white pink and brown
noise
angry
flooding the airwaves.
drunk and blubbering idiots spitting on
sidewalks
chanting automaton patriots of hellscape.
they don’t define me either
i am amorphous
i am intangible
i am liquid
drying.
i squeeze into gaps
of land
rising above barren skies
listening to the black angels,
ears plugged,
outside cancelled,
deep reverb drips & licks
to coat my tongue.

i blast with fury,
blast the gods
with twisting heart writhing
and blood stained hands;
i'm a horse machine
and horse machines are black and white.

who do we think we are anyway?
the moon is gone and mars is dead
if we won't resist.
this is a culling
a reckoning
shockwave purity dance
texas hold’em
flush
and circle down.

the future is typewritten?
fuck the future;
that’s gone too.

...

When life veered off its normal course I retreated into a fragmentary place. Now, I struggle to see the whole again. It’s all broken up. The focal lengths I use don’t even matter anymore: all I see are shapes draped in shadows. And I’m scared, to tell you the truth. Scared to have lost something, to now shoot the decorative instead of the meaningful. Scared to be unmoored forever, adrift on a sea of mismatched parts. No shoreline, no real horizon to cut through the curvature of time.

My mind is full, exploding in fact, but my body is numb, exhausted from too many early dawns, sunrises and birdsongs. From watching our southern border and reeling. So thank god for movie nights, eleventh birthdays and cake. For tall grass where cicadas hide and moan.

We’ll be ok.
We’ll be different.
We’ll be fine.
Like a raging torrent,
unstoppable.

DEFINITION 024 | THE EXPLORER

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BY BERT STEPHANI

As a kid I devoured books about polar expeditions, climbing Everest and dangerous travels in the rainforest. Jacques-Yves Cousteau and his crew were my television heroes and I listened to the cassette tapes my aunt mailed to my parents while she lived in the Congo. I was destined to become a famous explorer. But as I got older there was the preparation of the basketball season that prevented long travels during the summer, work got in the way and then came a family that I just love being with way more than the highest mountain or the deepest abyss.

I still managed to see a nice chunk of the world and explore different cultures and places. During my twenties and thirties it bothered me sometimes though that I never completely released my inner Indiana Jones. But I also started to understand that my childhood heroes all paid a big price for following their passion, a price that I am not prepared to pay.

It’s very unlikely that I’ll discover a new dolphin species, be the first to climb Everest while playing a saxophone or swim across the Bering Sea in just a pair of Speedos. But like in sports, exploring doesn’t require you to be setting new records to enjoy it.

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During the lockdown I got restless and started to understand that I really need a healthy dose of adventure to stay sane. Luckily I rediscovered bicycles as a way to explore. In the early nineties I got hooked on mountainbiking. Back then it wasn’t about trails and bike parks, it was about the adventure to go places where a normal bike couldn’t go. It wasn’t about speed or distance (although I experienced plenty of both), it was a way to see something of the world, hang out with great people and it wasn’t bad for my health either (except for the crashes).

Somehow, I found all of that back in the last month or so (minus the fitness and adrenaline kicks). I started taking a camera with me on my rides. It makes me stop more often and enjoy the moment. I’m exploring again, exploring how to explore on a bike again.

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All images shot with the X100V

Definition 022 | On the times, and changing

Definition 022 | On the times, and changing

To suggest that there’s been a lot going on in 2020 so far would be, well, the understatement of the year.

We drove inland from Sydney on the weekend to visit a friend (now that we’re allowed to travel locally), passing through lands that were scorched by the bushfires in December and January, flooded with rain in February, and quarantined for coronavirus ever since.

But what I was thinking about on this trip was, ironically, the things I didn’t need to think about. The many, many things that are just easier for me, as a whitefella in Australia—even as a recent migrant…